Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Diary of Revival (6) A Chosen People


Anointing and Works of the Holy Spirit
Michelle Mangold
February 7, 2012



                                            A CHOSEN PEOPLE


I stayed up most of the night wondering what to write. I remember the first time I read the bible I thought to myself, how does the Lord put up with us? I have been looking all morning for a passage in the bible that says, “as a loincloth clings to a man’s waist how I long for my people to cling to Me!”

The first time I read that I cried and continue to cry whenever I think of it. After I had been to church for about a month I remember the Lord saying to me,” just because your in church doesn't mean that everyone is worshiping me”! I fell to the floor crying! He LONGS for HIS people to LONG for HIM! That echo’s in my spirit all the time.

I know the heartbreak of watching your child grow up and reject you, reject your beliefs, your ideas, everything about who you are and what you believe in. I know the heartbreak of seeing your children reject one another because their wants and dreams are different than the others. I have known the pain of family members and close friends who turn on you when you won’t let go of God. Although many heart aches I have known, none compare to the heartbreak of a heavenly father longing for His children to long for more of Him.

I kind of know a little bit of what it is like to have an influence on people’s lives that I don’t know you. But, to be the creator of heaven and earth, of all things and have the apple of your eye not really know you?! What I am saying is He longs for more. He longs for all of His children to long for him. There should be no greater heartbeat, no greater longing, no greater passion, no greater prayer or petition than the prayer for Israel. We should love these people with an everlasting love. We should pray for them like they are the first among many, like they are our brothers and sisters and mothers and fathers. I will pray for them always and may they long for the one who longs for them to long for Him!

May our eyes be open to the heartbeat of God. May we run and not go weary in doing His will and speaking His words. May we be wakened in the night to pray, to seek, to explore the very nature of who He is and know His plans for us and others. May we embrace all that we have been given, never turning to the left or right, holding tight to His truth and His truth only? May we all know and long for Him more and more and more and more, never feeling satisfied with what we know or have become. Israel let us cry for you, let us weep for you, let us be burdened for you. May you know your Lord, your Messiah, Jesus Christ the risen one! May you always cling to Him in all that you do! Israel COME HOME! Amen!

Monday, April 29, 2013

From My Heart/Diaries of Revival (5) September 10,2011





He is beautiful and perfect...His love is perfect. He is a jealous God and He is jealous for you! Our rebellion provokes Him to anger but a PURE HEART of repentance can bring in mercy and grace! He is just and will not be mocked! He is just and rewards the faithful in heart! His eyes looks across the earth and searches the hearts of man to find one he can trust! Can He trust you? Can He trust me? Whom can He trust His plans and purposes with? Let it be us Lord, let it be us! He is the Lord of Lord, He is not just a savior He is the Lord of Lords and King of Kings. He rules and Reigns! The Lord Reigns!! He is everything....He is everything that is perfect!


His thoughts towards us are good! He is the Lord our Healer! He has healed us! We are not sick as we used to be...we are healed and we walk with an upright heart! Our ways go before the Lord! He is the examiner of our heart! He knows all our thoughts.....all our thoughts. He is the restorer of our soul, there is no darkness in Him.. He is my rescuer ..He has rescued me time and time again. He places a rainbow before me to remind me of His faithfulness  His breath is like a breeze that warms my heart and cools my skin. He wakes me when I sleep with His ideas and plans and requests! He waits for us to remember Him, but He never forgets us!


He longs for us to long for Him, He longs for us to read His word! He longs for us to live the perfect life that He planned for us! I want to see His longing fulfilled  I long to see the world with open hearts chase after the Lord! With speech that edifies the Lord, with a life that screams I am always on call for the Lord. He can call me day or night and I will respond! I will remove every obstacle out of my way and live a life in response to the only on worth responding to. Let us run into the arms of a faithful, trusting, powerful, caring, just, perfect in heart, jealous God and may we let Him uphold us forever! Amen I could go on forever, but today this is enough!

Why Revival? He longs for us to ask for it!

Thursday, April 25, 2013

The Sound of Heaven/ Diaries of Revival Part 4



One day during a service one of our Pastor’s, Pastor Kathy, called together a special night of prayer. We were in the middle of making plans to make a movie. When we got there, for our prayer service, we started to worship the Lord, in song with the worship team leading, as was our normal way we did prayer.

Then Pastor Kathy told us all to go to a deeper place of prayer. At that point some of the people who were part of the prayer team came down to the floor, off the stage, where the rest of us were. They were asked to step off the stage and pray that we would have the ability to go to a deeper place with the Lord in intersession.

Casey put her hand on me, as I was standing up, she placed her hands on my belly and shouted a word or words like, deeper. Then walked away and continued touching others and speaking words that changed people's ability to reach into heaven and pull down something tangible, to change our situation.

After she touched me, what felt like a whirlwind in my guts pulled me down to the floor. I started crying deep, deep cries of anguish for the things of God. I remember the music continuing to play while people sang, cried, and prayed. Then as I laid there with deeper sounds of moaning and groaning coming from a deep place within, like the sounds of someone giving birth, it happened.

I heard what seemed like 1,000 instruments. I heard high pitched, piercing sounds accompanied with the lowest tones I had ever heard harmonizing. It sounded like hundreds of drums, loud, deep, strong, with different timings and rhythm. I did not hear singing I only heard instruments. Then intermittently I heard loud crashing sounds like two cars colliding. It almost sounded like a crash cymbal, but more like a car crash.

As I now lay on the floor what seemed like for hours I kept thinking; who is playing that awesome music? Then, I continued to listen, and hear more sounds. I was amazed at how so many sounds were perfect in harmony, yet unlike any sound I had ever heard. Taken in by the sounds of this electrifying musical orchestra, I also heard electric guitars, like none I’d ever heard before, with the highest pitch notes I’d ever heard, with riffs, and harmonies so precise it’s hard to even put into words or comprehend the speed, pitch, harmonies, and eloquence of such amazing sounds. I kept trying to imagine who could be playing such wonderful sounds at our church, and how did they all get up on the stage while I was laying on the floor? So many questions I had. It sounded like hundreds or more instruments being played. I just can’t fathom these sounds.

Allowing the curiosity to get the best of me, I slowly started to open my eyes. As what seemed liked going from one reality into another, I started to hear myself screaming. How long had I been screaming, I wondered and why am I just now becoming aware of my deep bellowing screams.
 
 I could hear the rumblings of the other people shouting, crying, screaming, singing, praying. The sound of the music was gone and when I looked up on stage to see this marvelous band, what I saw shocked me with disbelief, is sad one person, James, playing an acoustic guitar singing. How could this be? Where did all the instrumentalists go?

I then began to cry because I realized my curiosity to see, stopped what I was allowed to be part of in the spiritual realm. I couldn’t sleep the entire night. I went home and read the entire book of revelation. Everything I got to be part of is written in that book. I almost called our worship leader, Dustin Smith, to ask him if he had ever heard the sound of heaven. He has a song where the lyrics are, “I can hear the sound of heaven, it's the sound of a mighty crashing wave......”

Much more happened, but I will save that for another entry. The point and only point to this story is something happens with a spirit of revival that doesn’t happen outside of revival. We are allowed to see, hear, know, and be part of something that most will never get to. God is real and heaven is closer than you think. I am convicted to write about all that I have been allowed to experience. To help build your faith and hunger, with the understanding that more does exist. 

On another note, what we were praying for, we received. We were told later that week that we had faced an impossible situation, and within I believe one day, the situation changed. God is good, He is only good and His plans for us all are good. We really don’t deserve to know or see anything but, God in all of his grace allows us small glimpses of heavenly places.

Thank you Lord for your divine grace,
Michelle


Tuesday, April 23, 2013

The Second Time We Sang! Diary of Revival: Entry Three


Inspired Speech
Michelle Mangold
July 16, 2012




                                                The Second Time We Sang



I really had been struggling since the last time we had sang on Tuesday, I really wanted to sing again! To help prepare I went to the House of Hope and Healing first! I want to be free, I want to walk in total freedom so that nothing gets between what God wants to do and me! I am done with being hindered, as far as it depends on me I want to be free to choose His way, His attitude, His words, His timing, Him!

Something as simple as singing should not cause the insides to jump around, the vocal chords to dry out and the swirling thoughts of failure to swarm you to the point of wanting to run and hide! I, Michelle really could care less what people think, but when these things are grabbing at you trying to choke the air right out of you, then that distraction makes focus seem almost unobtainable.

When I went to the House I said, I don’t feel afraid, but fear has gripped me for years and I am feeling like I am being pulled backwards and I so desperately want to go forwards. We prayed and fought, then I came to class. Everyone in here has come so far, they are doing so great, at the very beginning the first person who went was Carrie! She was not going to sing, she was going to talk. What she proceeded to do, brought such joy to my heart I could have left and been completed! She encouraged everyone in the room! Wow encouragement.....that is something that outside of these walls does not exist in most circles. It has definately not been in mine! What she did freed me more than I ever thought I could get by watching another person encourage others! It gave me hope that good can come to us all!

Almost by the end, I asked to sing, it was burning in my heart to ask God to break our hearts more for others. Although my vocal chords were not completely functioning, the death grip I had felt two days earlier had gone, I felt safe, unafraid and the urgency to sing was greater than what may happen to me! I am grateful for Heather and in agreement with Andre that Heather should be well blessed by us for what she helps us do! I also am grateful for all of us being willing enough to be exposed and transparent so that GOOD can come through! May you all be forever blessed and changed and reach your destinies in Him!

Here is another blog you might like that goes along with this one! It is called This One's For You!

Why Revival? I would still be plagued with fear without it!


                                                    




                                                    


Monday, April 22, 2013

Diary of Revival: Entry Two


Inspired Speech
Michelle Mangold
August 7, 2012


                                                  What God Says About Me


This exercise for me was the easiest of assignments that we have done, so far. At first, I thought, oh no here I go again crying in front of everyone. But then for some reason, I thought, hmm.......I can speak truth and I love truth. The truth excites me....after the first initial moments...I felt a release to proclaim who I was. I started out by saying I am fearless!!!! That was the only thing that came to my mind....I am fearless.....I am fearless.....I am fearless!


The number 1 thing I have learned in this class is, no one has ever stopped me from anything. No false accusation. and all the religious systems in the world cannot stop God and his will for our lives. Only we can agree with the forces of darkness or we can agree with the voice of God. I realized a few weeks ago that only one thing has stopped me from moving forward in the things of God. That one little thing which I allowed to cripple me in mind, body and soul has been fear.


Everything I have ever wanted to do and didn’t, has been due to fear. I have gone places most people won’t, but then just before crossing the finish line, I would retreat and walk away without the victory. The voices and the adversity became so big I did not think I could do it. I am crossing those lines now and although adversity is coming, this time I will cross the finish line in every area in my life so that I can help others cross the finish line as well.


3 years ago I had, what I thought, was the last breath that I would breath. As I fell off a horse that I had been training I prayed that I would not break my back. When I hit the ground I was afraid to move, then the horse came running right at me...I had, had a series of events like this and I could not shake what was hanging over my head. I rolled over crawled out of the arena and was taken to emergency. 

While laying on the bed in the e.r. I rehearsed in my head everyone I knew who is now crippled due to a horse injury. I apologized to my kids for riding horses and after a 3 month recovery, that was one of the hardest recoveries I had ever gone through... I was unable to ride again. I gave up riding and giving lessons. What was worse is I thought I was giving it up for the right reasons. I had trained with Olympic riders and was at one time in my life able to ride the wildest of horses. Then fear told me that I could not trust myself, that I could not properly assess things and riding horses was just too dangerous.


For the last few weeks I have forced myself on the back of a horse., I am completely out of shape, but I don’t care. I am fearless....I am fearless.....I am fearless.....I am fearless.....I am fearless....I am fearless....I will go where I am suppose to go and I will do what I am suppose to do, I will scale any wall...I will not listen to the voice that screams at me to retreat.
I am FEARLESS! Courage and faith in who I am in Him has risen and the joy of the Lord is my strength!


What I have finally realized is that doing things like riding a horse in the Olympics may not win souls, but it will give you the courage to talk to the very person that God has placed in our lives to win. Riding an untrained horse may not cause us to evangelize, but when people ask us to come to their farm to teach a large group, we can develop public speaking skills. 

We should be doing what we love to do, better than anyone else and people should be knocking down our doors, because of who He is in our lives. When we don’t cross the finish line we not only cripple ourselves, we cripple the very life of God that moves into us and out of us for the sake of reaching the people we were meant to reach, while closing the doors to the ones who are waiting for us to show up.


We must cross our own finish line, so that we can assist others in crossing theirs.This is not an exercise, this is the means to get us where He wants us to be. It is vital and imperative that we are who we are supposed to be.






Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Diary of Revival: Entry One


This is the beginning of a Diary I am starting! One day it will be a book! I am documenting from my perspective what God does in one of the services at World Revival Church in Kansas City or around the world!

Michelle Mangold
March 19, 2012

                                                                 Saturday March 17, 2012

   There is so much that happens in every service it is hard to document it all. What is happening here at World Revival Church is happening at a moment in time when it is probably more possible to document the happenings in Revival like never before. This is the moment I would like to capture!

   It was Saturday Night with Pastor Kathy Gray preaching. She was speaking about being tested! There was a moment when she moved with the backing of God to call out someone being #tormented by #suicide or running away. Three people responded, but two was a mother and her son. What a crushing moment to see the compassion of our Lord on His people to release them from captivity! My heart was breaking and the war was on! The stirring of a warrior spirit began to rise as the Spirit was bringing life to the very ones that had responded to the message that was going forth.

   The power of a rescuing spirit was overwhelming throughout the rest of the service. When the alter was finally open for all to respond for their own freedom, what I seen amazed me.  It was as though the mighty hand of the Holy Spirit was reaching into the hearts and futures of the people and pulling them out of the wilderness, out of destruction, out of confusion, out of past mistakes and bringing forth in an instant a future and a calling! A hope and a destiny, a higher level of ground to walk on! Paths were being laid and ground was getting leveled! He restored life, not just physical life, but a future, a destiny, a great life, the only life worth living. He is good and His love and compassion for a weak and feeble people is overwhelmingly beautiful!

Why Revival?? Why would you settle for less?



Sunday, April 14, 2013

Want Your Marriage and Family Restored? Get Desperate!


After seventeen years of chasing after God with every amount of energy I had, quoting scriptures, praying without ceasing and playing praise and worship music around the clock, I was at the point of NO return! Although I felt the presence of God, He was VERY real to me, my life as a whole was being torn apart, I was desperate for justice and rightness!

183194_173228702723584_301318_nMy husband and I could barely stay in the same room together. My children whom I so desperately wanted to love Jesus the way I did, did not have the connection or passion I did. I don't blame them, they did the best they could with what they were given. I barely seen my two older son’s, one of them was at college and the other visited every other weekend. By choice, he lived with his dad.
It was a life I never wanted, I was living out a horrible nightmare! It did not matter if I was sleeping or awake, the nightmare was always creeping around the corner. When we get married although for better or worst, we really want the better! When we give birth to children, we kind of think we get to raise them?! I hated my life and what was worse I hated me, who I had become, I did not recognize!
I thought the day I met Jesus in my living room, because of His perfection all my imperfections would immediately disappear! The problems would go and the joy would come in like a flood! Although those things happened to a degree, what I did not anticipate was what happens behind the walls of the church. I thought I would find help, what I found was that the church needed help! The help it needs is bigger than I could offer on my own and in the attempt of being Jesus, that attitude opened up what appeared to be the Pandora's box of conflict! I was desperate for change, life and everything that was right!
To be clear, I loved and prayed for every person and pastor I have ever met in and out of the church! I am still praying for them all! I truly believe they are doing the best they know how with the information that they have! There just needs to be a change, lives are in the balance and my family and I became desperate for change!
This created a bigger conflict in my home. My husband had been raised in a church for most of his childhood and youth, he had already experienced for himself as a child what I was just finding out on my own.  Meanwhile when I grew up, I lived a worldly life looking for God my entire life never knowing how to get to him. Once I found him, I thought the rest of the world and my household would be just as excited as I was about the treasure I had found! My zest, zeal and enthusiasm for the door of heaven that had just been opened in my life caused things I was not prepared for. Within 17 years of believing this would change, I came up empty, dry, disillusioned, and dyeing in every area of my life. Instead of getting better, my life became worse. Finding God's will for our life was not a choice at this point it truly was a matter of life or death!! What was worse, hopelessness was causing my desperation to start to die as well.
One day, after almost deciding to never attend a church service again, my husband called me into the living room. He was watching a DayStar program featuring World Revival Church, in Kansas City, MO. As I walked into the room, I caught Pastor Dustin, whom I had never seen before, worshiping with music, I had never heard before? What I seen and heard drew me into the moment, it was like I was watching a distant dream come into view.
Then when Pastor Steve preached, I thought, “ he tells the truth!" For the first time in a long time, I felt hope begin to rise! There is a place, in this country, where people put Jesus and His desires first! After that first program, my husband said,” maybe we should move to Kansas City and go to that church!” I was floored, my husband, who never watched Christian television, was willing to move across the country to go to a church?!!! I started to become desperate to go to Kansas City!
It took us eleven months to get to Kansas City to visit. When we walked through the doors of World Revival church, on a Friday evening in November of 2009, our anticipation was high! We were all desperate for God to show up and prove He was bigger than all the conflict we had faced! I believed God would come down and put our family back together again! Halfway during the worship service Pastor Kathy had the ushers bring us forward so she could pray for us! I knew Jesus had heard my 17 years worth of prayers, He was going to save us!
29934_394874524097_6744694_n
As I walked up for prayer, what felt like a tidal wave, hit me and I was struggling to stay standing! Then as we got closer to the altar where Pastor Kathy was waiting for us, I felt a rush of heat like that of fire! Tears were streaming down my face as I was struggling to stay standing. I thought, “I don’t know how much longer I can stand under this intense pressure of fire and waves!!!”
She walked up to me and started singing with a beautiful smile on her face, then the Holy Spirit did a surgery like none other. Although I was not able to see, I was crying, I knew when she was walking towards me. The floodgates opened as she got closer to me! I had never felt that much power force coming straight at me, Pastor Kathy was surrounded by it! As I fell to the floor, because of the intense waves and fire, she began to sing prophetically over me! She sang that God would answer all of my prayers and give me the desires of my heart!
29934_394873054097_3535339_n
Three years later, I can truly say without hesitation, that RESTORATION is coming to my house! We moved to Kansas City, MO. to be part of World Revival Church and for the past three years I have watched my prayers that I prayed hundred’s of times be answered in front of my eyes! It is as though the power and fire of God has consumed all that I am. Now only He and His will remain! Restoration is His will, everything else just needed to get out of the way!
Restoration can come to your home too! My advice would be if your not already, get desperate, go to where the fire and power is and get burned up in Him! What will remain will be something worth dying for, something worth living for, something worth fighting for!
If you would like to connect to a live streaming worship service go to www.worldrevivalchurch.com. We stream live Thursday, Friday and Sunday services. Go to the website to get signed up and look up when we stream! Don’t live anything less that what you were created to one more day! Be who you were supposed to be today!
http://vimeo.com/9379039 Here is a song called Desperate, perfect fit to this blog! It is a song by Fireflight, I chose it because of the lyrics and the passion/desperation acted out!

 I will always choose to be desperate for more of Him!!!

Why Revival? I would not have seen restoration without it?

If you like this blog you will like Breaking Down Walls! http://michelleiswon.blogspot.com/search?q=Breaking+Down+Walls check out the power that comes when we Break Down Walls!

Here is blog about better communication :http://michelleiswon.blogspot.com/2013/05/communication-simplified.html

Tuesday, April 9, 2013

The Day We Sang!


This is a testimony of singing in a class at our ministry school! The name of the class is Inspired Speech, the school is called World Revival School of Ministry. The teacher is Heather Eschenbaum, the assignment: Sing what God is telling you.



 I am like most people who struggle to sing in front of people! I can sing with a voice like an angel and used to take singing lessons as an adult, but to sing in front of others, fear has removed my ability to sing for years! This is why I am taking this class!

My struggle to sing in front of others has been so crippling that for 1 and 1/2 years while leading worship at a church, the minute it was my turn to sing, I would loose my ability to speak!  I could sing great, if I was singing a harmony, but the minute I had to lead....I had no voice! Literally nothing came out! I went through this until one day it broke! The bands that had been so tightly wrapped around my neck were gone! Now after being here for a little over 2 years and by not having to overcome this obstacle weekly by standing in front of others, I feel like I am being pushed backwards again!

Before coming here I used to tell Rob, “I know I am supposed to preach, pray, sing and prophesy! He would say, “what are you talking about, no one does that!” That is what I did everyday in the safety net of my home! No one but God and my kids knew what went on! The first time we came here Pastor Kathy sang over me and my family, when we got back to our hotel, I said to my husband, " I told you that was what I am suppose to do! It is being done here, what I am suppose to do! I do hear from God, I know His voice and so do these people!” For the first time he said, “ o.k. I guess you might be right.”

Everyone started praying and Heather said, "go deeper," I resisted at first, not really understanding but then when I did go deeper, I went instantly to a place of peace! A place where I could hear, a place of longing to just sit and listen! I truly don’t want to sing or speak, I just want to listen! I long to sit on the back row and never be seen or heard! I want to hide so far from people, no one would ever know I have existed! But that does not seem to be in the plans, as I listened I could hear him say, "sing of the sound of heaven." I instantly said, “ surely you jest! Can’t I just sing of how great you are? You know, the scripture on the board?" Heather had written a scripture on the board as a guide post to go by. It did not refer to the sound of heaven. No, “sing of the sound of heaven!” 

So as I continued to try to hear something else, the person two people away from me sang. As he was singing you could hear that he was singing to God, the longings of his heart! He wanted to hear the sound of heaven! I broke, my selfish heart had been revealed again. I said, o.k. Lord I will do what you say, forgive me for it always being about me!

As I began to sing I felt the lack of breath and the choking sensation on my throat, but I did the best that I could, I have heard the sound of heaven, it is loud, there is crashing, (loud crashing) like two cars colliding, like thousands of instruments playing faster than what you think is physically possible! Deep sounds and high pitched sounds, harmonies, many harmonies, it is the sound of heaven’s armies warring as we intercede!

I never felt real freedom, but I felt confident that I did what I was supposed to do. I handed the baton to the next person! Singing is right, thank-you Heather Eschenbaum, Pastor Kathy and Pastor Steve Gray of World Revival Church! May you all be eternally blessed for caring enough to listen and obey!

I pray you will be encouraged that when something bigger than us apposes us, we should fight back through our attitudes, word of God, prayer and putting action in the direction that opposes the opposition! We can be ALL we were designed to be for His name sake! The bible say's God takes pleasure in the prosperity of the saints!


Let those who favor my righteous cause and have pleasure in my uprightness shout for joy and be glad and say continually, Let the Lord be magnified, Who takes pleasure in the prosperity of His servant.

Why Revival? I would not sing without it!

Be Life/Translated to German


Gina gestorben ", sagte Jole Robert über das Telefon mit Tränen.

Mein Mann Robert hat zwei Schwestern, die in Ohio, Gina und Jole leben, er hat auch eine Schwester in Georgia. Wir entschieden uns für Gina Beerdigung gehen, aber was wir überwinden mussten, um dorthin war ein Berg. Als Robert mit mir gesprochen zu gehen, sagte ich nichts, und schließlich sagte ich, "ich will nur gehen, wenn wir das Leben sein, alle kommen wir in Kontakt mit einigen. Wenn wir das Leben nicht kann ich will nicht gehen! "

Das mag extrem klingen, um den durchschnittlichen Joe, aber für mich ist es normal. Wenn ich nicht das Leben sein kann, möchte ich nicht, irgendwohin zu gehen. Aufgrund der Tod, den wir konfrontiert sind, mussten wir sein, dass viel mehr verpflichtet, Leben sein. Sie sehen, ich durch den Tod mein ganzes Leben war umgeben. Es ist das schlimmste Gefühl, dass es ist. Ich habe mehr Beerdigungen als mir lieb gegangen, ich fühlte das Gewicht der Hoffnungslosigkeit und Depression für die meisten meiner Kindheit und Erwachsenenleben. Ich habe Futures in einem Augenblick durch Tod gestohlen gesehen.

Da kommt World Revival Church in Kansas City, Mo. Ich fühlte mich mehr Leben in den letzten 2 ½ Jahre als all die anderen Jahre meines Lebens. Ich weiß, dass das Leben in Fülle möglich ist. Es ist die Lebenskraft Jesu, die neues Leben bringt den Menschen. Ich habe diese in mir und ich kann wählen, um es anderen zu geben, aber ich muss zu wählen und nicht durch das, was ich umgeben ablenken lassen.

Nachdem unsere Familie einig, dass wir konzentriert bleiben und das Leben, packten wir unsere Sachen und auf den Weg! Innerhalb von weniger als 24 Stunden vor unserer Abreise hatte ich extremes Leben sein, eine Frau, die ich nicht für 5 Jahre nicht gesehen hatte. Sie hatte einmal mit uns gelebt und leider hatten einige Entscheidungen, die uns gebracht Alle Herzschmerz gemacht. Diese Situation hatte die ganze Familie verändert. Es verlassen hatten, was scheint ein Fleck, der nicht entfernt werden konnte. Ich hatte ließ ihre Mutter wissen, dass wir wollten nur ihr Bestes, aber ohne Erfolg war ein WEDGE! Diese Frau würde einer der ersten Menschen, die ich sehen würde, sein.

Ich konnte nicht warten Ich war so aufgeregt, sie zu sehen, was macht sie aus wie das, was sie trägt aussehen? Endlich können wir die Vergangenheit hinter uns zu lassen! Nach 20 Minuten wurde mir klar, sie wollte nicht zu uns um, brach es mir das Herz! Warum sind wir so schnell in einem getrennten Leben weiter, als wir gedacht Ganzheit in jedem Bereich unseres Lebens haben? Nach etwa 30 Minuten, die ich auf meinen Mann an und sagte: "Ich komme wieder, ich werde gehen und mit ihr reden!" Er schaute mich mit freundlicher eines ängstlichen Blick und dann sagte ich: "Es ist ok, alles wird sein .... ok! "

Wie ich meinen Glauben Schritte unternommen hat, beim Beten und Atmen im Leben, was ich konfrontiert war ich nicht vorbereitet! Das letzte Mal sah ich ihr, sie war eine der schönsten Frauen, die ich je gesehen habe! Sie war jung mit einem Baby, langen lockigen Wimpern, wissen Sie, die Art? Was war vor mir ein zartes, schwaches, leblose Person, die kriechen, um zu überleben war.

Ich sah sie an und ich lächelte mit Liebe ooozing aus mir heraus. Bald fühlte ich mich beginnen, es zu verlieren, so wandte ich mich, als ob ich auf etwas anderes suchte. Mein Körper fing an zu zittern, als ich zu schluchzen begann .... JESUS ​​ihr helfen! Als ich nicht mehr verbergen konnte, drehte ich mich und Tränen rannen über mein Gesicht und sagte: "Du musst leben! "Sie kam auf mich zu und ich packte sie und hielt sie so fest wie ich konnte, ohne zu schaden ihr. Nach ein paar Minuten sagte ich, "Sie müssen LIFE", sagte sie, "Ich fühle mich Leben, und es kommt aus dir!"

Worte können nicht annähernd beschreiben, was ging rauschen durch mein Herz in dieser Sekunde, aber was ich meistens realisiert war die Treue Jesu. Ich war so dankbar, dass durch Seine Barmherzigkeit und Güte, konnte er damit beginnen, die Verwüstung einer Reihe von schlechten Entscheidungen zu löschen. Es ist nie zu spät! Wir sind nie zu weit gegangen!

  Das Leben kann kommen, in den ungewöhnlichsten Wege und Orte oder Ereignisse. Wir können nicht darauf beschränken den Weg er wählt, um Menschen zu sich selbst auszurichten. Wir müssen raus aus dem Weg und nur das Leben sein! Er ist das Leben! Es gibt keinen Tod oder Dunkelheit in ihm. Ich erkannte auch, wie einfach es ist zu lieben. Ich hatte noch nie jemanden so viel vor, ich hatte noch nie sehnte sich danach, das Leben eines Menschen ändern mehr als diesem Augenblick sehen, geliebt!

Es gibt so viel mehr zu dieser Geschichte und es ist gut! Aber jetzt will ich wirklich empfehlen Ihnen, dass Gott in das Geschäft des Lebens ist! Wenn Sie fehlt es in jedem Bereich, fragen Sie ihn dafür. Tun Sie, was wir meinen, wenn wir an einem Punkt der Lust auf mehr waren, haben. Machen Sie einen Ausflug zu World Revival Church in Kansas City und eine große Dosis von LIFE, so dass Sie auch ein Träger von LIFE zu denen, die Sie lieben!

Herr Jesus Leben zu diesen treuen Leser NOW! Lassen Sie Ihre Liebe auf sie ausgegossen werden heute an diesem Tag und für immer! Geben Sie uns Ihr Herz LIFE allem, was wir in Berührung kommen! Johannes 14:6 Jesus sagte zu ihm: "Ich bin der Weg, die Wahrheit und das Leben. Niemand kommt zum Vater außer durch mich." In Ihren schönen Namen Jesus, Amen.

Warum Revival? Sie können das Leben nicht ohne sie!

Friday, April 5, 2013

Be Life


Gina died,” Jole told Robert over the phone with tears.
woman crying on the phone
My husband Robert has two sisters that live in Ohio, Gina and Jole, he also has a sister in Georgia. We decided to go to Gina’s funeral but what we had to overcome to get there was a MOUNTAIN. When Robert  talked to me about going, I said nothing and finally I said, “I will only go if we agree to be LIFE to all we come in contact with. If we can’t be LIFE I don’t want to go!”
That may sound extreme to the average Joe, but to me it is normal. If I can’t be life, I don’t want to go anywhere. Due to the death we faced, we had to be that much more committed to BE life. You see I had been surrounded by death my whole life. It is the worst feeling that there is. I have gone to more funerals than I care to remember, I have felt the weight of hopelessness and depression for most of my childhood and adult life. I have seen futures stolen in an instant due to death.

Since coming to World Revival Church in Kansas City, Mo. I have felt more life in the last 2 and ½ years than all the other years of my life. I know that LIFE in abundance is possible. It is the very life force of Jesus that brings new life to people. I have that inside of me and I can choose to give it to others, but I must choose to and not get distracted by what I am surrounded by.
After having our family agreement that we would stay focused and BE LIFE, we packed our things and hit the road! Within less than 24 hours of our departure, I had to be EXTREME LIFE to a woman who I had not seen for 5 years. She had once lived with us and unfortunately had made some choices that brought us all heartache. That situation had altered the whole family. It had left what would appear to be a stain that could not be removed. I had let her mother know that we only wanted her best, but to no avail there was a WEDGE! This woman would be one of the first people I would see.
I couldn't wait I was so excited to see her, what does she look like, what is she wearing?! Finally we can put the past behind us! After 20 minutes I realized she did not want to face us, it broke my heart!! Why are we so quick to continue in a separated life, when we were meant to have wholeness in every area of our lives? After about 30 minutes I looked at my husband and said, ”I will be back, I am going to go and talk to her!” He looked at me with kind of a fearful look and then I said, “It’s o.k.,everything will be....o.k.!”
As I took my faith steps, while praying and breathing in LIFE, what I faced I was not prepared for! The last time I saw her she was one of the most beautiful women I had ever seen! She was young with a baby, long curly eyelashes, you know the type?! What was before me was a frail, weak, lifeless person who was scrambling to survive.

I looked at her and I smiled with love ooozing out of me. Soon I felt myself start to loose it, so I turned away as though I was looking at something else. My body began to shake as I started to sob....JESUS HELP HER! As I could no longer hide, I turned with tears running down my face and said, ”You need to LIVE! “ She walked up to me and I grabbed her and held her as tight as I could without harming her. After a few minutes I said, ”You need LIFE”, she said, “I feel LIFE and it is coming out of you!”
Words cannot come close to describing what went rushing through my heart in that second, but what I mostly realized was the faithfulness of Jesus. I was so grateful that through His mercy and kindness, He could begin to erase the devastation of a series of bad choices. It is never too late! We are never too far gone!

  Life can come in, in the most unusual ways and places or events. We cannot limit the way He chooses to align people to Himself. We must get out of the way and just be LIFE!  He is life! There is no death or darkness in Him. I also realized how easy it is to love. I had never loved anyone that much before, I had never longed to see someone’s life change more than that instant!
There is so much more to this story and it is good! But for now I want to really encourage you that God is in the business of LIFE! If you are lacking it in any area, ask Him for it. Do what we did when we were at a point of wanting more. Take a trip to World Revival Church, in Kansas City and get a large dose of LIFE so that you too can be a carrier of LIFE to those that you love!
Lord Jesus BE LIFE to these faithful readers NOW!! Let your love be poured out on them today this day and forever! Give us your heart to be LIFE to ALL that we come in contact with!  John 14:6 Jesus said to him, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the father except through me." In your beautiful name Jesus, Amen.

Why Revival? You can't BE LIFE without it!

Monday, April 1, 2013

Many Are Called/Translated German


Mein Herz bricht für die Dinge Gottes Tag und Nacht! Seit dem Moment, als ich alles, was perfekt ist, heilig, gerecht und liebevoll konfrontiert ist, habe ich für seine Pläne und Absichten gebrochen worden! Ich stehe vor Ihnen, ganz unvollkommenen noch, wer er sagt, ich bin perfektioniert. Dieses

Wochenende, während der Konferenz in unserer Gemeinde, einer unserer Pfarrer sagte: "Das Ziel ist nicht zu stoppen, Fehler zu machen, ist das Ziel, in der Herrlichkeit Gottes zu leben!" In einem Augenblick dachte ich, ich kann das tun! ~ Das war eine der befreienden Dinge, die ich gehört hatte, mein ganzes Leben.

Hier ist, was in meinem Herzen brennt noch heute! Wenn wir aufwachen, wissen wir von Jesus? Haben wir aufwachen mit einem Lied in unser Herz? Haben wir andere lieben höher als uns selbst? Haben wir stellen einen höheren Wert auf Beziehungen als persönliches Vergnügen? Sind wir Genießer und nicht Gott Suchenden?

Matthew 20.16 Viele sind berufen, aber wenige sind auserwählt! FEW? Als ich in die Kirche zu gehen, und ich merke, dass die Lobpreisleiter viele Male um uns zu ermutigen Gottesdienst ist, es reißt mir das Herz entzwei! Ich war ein Lobpreisleiter seit Jahren, ich weiß, was es heißt, in den Augen der Menschen, die sie lieben Jesus sagen aussehen wird, haben aber kein Interesse an die Zeit mit ihm! Verstehe ich sagte, viele Male, können Sie die Ausnahme! :-)

Wenn wir suchten ein Kind zu adoptieren, und lud 100 Waisenrente über unser Haus zu sehen, wer wir wollen annehmen, und 99 von ihnen wollten nicht mit uns reden, und immer darauf gewartet, zu verlassen, was man wählen wir? Wir nannten sie am ganzen Körper, sondern weil sie selbst disqualifiziert die Wahl war einfach!

Ich glaube nicht, dass Jesus zu haben, um mich zu überzeugen, er ist es wert meine Zeit, Energie und ganze Leben! Als ich ich ihn das erste, was in meinem Herzen, den ganzen Tag lang, und das letzte, was ich denke, bevor ich ins Bett gehen wollen, aufwachen! Wie genial zu sehen Anbetungsleitern gehen in die Gemeinden, die schon lange im Geist und in der Wahrheit anbeten zu führen! Bedeutung, die sie einfach tun, was sie wohl zu tun. Sie führen die Menschen, die bereit sind zu verbinden mit der gleichen Intensität, wenn nicht mehr, als derjenige, der auf Halten ein Lied und Menge zusammen durch den Geist Gottes zu konzentrieren hat, sind! Die Gemeinde hat der einfache Teil, sollten sie in der Lage sein sich verehren die Team hands down!

Wenn die Predigt beginnt, sollten die Herzen der Menschen so biegsam, dass das Niveau der Predigt sollte durch die Decke gehen! Stellen Sie sich vor, was Pastoren und Worship Führer konnten mit einer Kirche auf FEUER tun! Ich glaube nicht, dass es in der Verantwortung der Kirchenführer, uns zu überzeugen, Jesus zu folgen jede Woche! Ich glaube fest daran sind sie hier, um zu helfen, wie wir folgen! Ich glaube, dass dies der Herzschlag Gottes ist! Er ist ein eifersüchtiger Gott, der für uns sehnt sich lange nach ihm! Exodus 34:14 (denn du sollst keinen anderen Gott anbeten, denn der Herr, dessen Name Jealous, ist ein eifersüchtiger Gott!

Was sind (andere Götter)? Alles, was wir legen wichtiger als Jesus! Was machen wir unser Geld ausgeben auf? Was wissen wir verbringen unsere Zeit? Was wir denken? Die Antworten auf diese Fragen wird uns sagen, wer unser Gott ist! Die eine, die wir dienen!

Was ist die Lösung? Wie können wir, du und ich, dies ändern? Wir müssen sicherstellen, Jesus wichtiger als alles andere! Wir müssen immer wählen Him! Wir müssen seine Worte mehr als jedes andere Wort verschlingen! Wir müssen beten, dass er uns zu verändern und zu reinigen unsere Herzen. Wir brauchen zu lange für das, was Er sehnt sich nach, in uns! Wir müssen uns mit seinem Geist gefüllt werden! Wir können nicht alles tun, jeder Wert in unserem eigenen Geist. Es muss Sein Geist Infilling uns und treibt uns vorwärts!

Jesus, vergib uns zum Servieren etwas ganz herzlich außer dir! Erfülle uns mit deinem Geist, erfülle uns an die Spitze und überfüllt! Erfülle uns mit deinem Feuer zu dienen und ein heiliges Leben, getrennt für Sie! Anlegen uns, Herr, uns verändern, uns, formen uns und verurteilen uns mit deinem Geist in den Bereichen, die wir in Hilfe brauchen! Wir wollen einfach nur so sein wie du, ist es durch Sie möglich! Lassen Sie Ihre Liebe, wer Sie sind, steigen in uns jetzt! Danke, Herr! Lassen Sie es geschafft, in Ihrem Namen Jesus, Amen!

<JESUS, Lassen Sie uns das GEWÄHLT GENERATION> SEIN!

Aber ihr ein auserwähltes Geschlecht, eine königliche Priesterschaft, ein heiliger Stamm, ein Volk des Eigentums, dass ihr verkündigen sollt die Wohltaten dessen, der euch berufen hat von der Finsternis zu seinem wunderbaren Licht: 1 Petrus 2:9

https://www.facebook.com/pages/Germany-4-RevivalDeutschland-4-Revival Dies ist ein Link zum Gebet für Deutschland und ganz Europa! Bitte besuchen Sie mit mir im Gebet für andere!
Vielen Dank für das Lesen, Kommentare zu hinterlassen oder Gebet Wünsche oder Fragen!